That Last Night
A Greyhound hauled me back to Oceanside
My Uncle Leonard … in all of his miserable wisdom said
Keep your flipping head down, Fred
He’d given a leg as a sacrifice
to the gangrenous gods in a hole
where the morphine supplies had solidified
in the bitter North Korean cold ─
His callused wheelchair handshake
still shook in the memory
from too many nights of frigid vigilance
and the human waves of the Chinese he’d faced
on the Frozen Chosin frontlines
in November of 1950 ─
Seventeen winters later …
I hopped a free ride
on the eve of my last night stateside
Back through the mother-green
gates of Camp Pendleton ─
Back to the hospital folds
on the rack of my slumbering … private world
where I’d stashed just better than half a skinny
and the footlocker photograph of a girl I’d made
. . .outside of a dancehall bowling alley
where she allowed me entry
crammed into the backseat
of her daddy’s ‘57 Chevy
. . .allowed me to have my way
when I told her where I was going for thirteen months
and where I would later
cogitate to her smooth blond sculpture beneath me
The sweet scent of lingerie I retained as a vestige
Would help to hold my hope over desperation
. . .and hound me to exist
Fred Rosenblum lives with his wife of 42 years in San Diego, California. He served with the 1st Marines in Vietnam (1968-69), which fuels most of what has appeared in a smattering of publications over the years. He is the author of Hollow Tin Jingles (Main Street Rag, 2014).
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